I am so sad.









I left Huaraz last night and now I am completely in disarray. I miss the children SOOO much! They make me wonderfully happy and now, I can not see them anymore :´(









I think if there is one downfall to this project: having to leave the amazing people you begin to become attached to at every country you visit. So I guess, here is round one of five.

Posted at at 4:27 PM on Saturday, May 31, 2008 by Posted by Anonymous | 0 comments   | Filed under:

Home for the Poor

It becomes difficult to image just how poor the families are until you are finally there, standing inside their house. You could list all the details--adobe bricks, one room for cooking, sleeping, eating, basically everything, no electricity, not enough water, which is obtained from a public tap, no bathrooms, and always more than six inhabitants--but they remain insufficient. You have to see the corrugated-tin rooftops with tires holding them down, you have to see the small size of the one room, and you have to speak to the mothers and fathers, whose faces bear the wear and tear of years of hard work and pain.

This is the reality for the kids. When they are not at Seeds, not at school, and not on the streets working, this is where they are. There is one family in particular that has corrugated-tin siding for their house, a structure struggling to hold itself up. Thanks to Seeds, they are building a new house, one out of adobe bricks. Soon, they will sleep safely knowing that the walls of their new home are safe and secure. However, that is only one family, and only one of their many problems.


Too many times we take for granted the basic elements of our life. I do not remember ever thinking to myself: when will I run out of water today? Or even, how will I get enough money to feed myself for today? All of our basic necessities have been taken care of by our parents when we are young and by ourselves when we are older. However, when you are the mother of four children and only washing clothes for 3 soles per day, you do not have even enough to take care of yourself, let alone your family.


I did not forsee the pain I would feel simply talking to the parents. Living amongst so much poverty and pain, the children still manage to come to us day to day with smiles on their faces and an eagerness to love and learn. These children remind me that no matter how difficult life becomes, you can always find happiness. I am truly inspired every time I see them!

Posted at at 6:29 PM on Friday, May 23, 2008 by Posted by Anonymous | 0 comments   | Filed under:

Another beauty that hurts?


These past few days reminded me of a book we read in Latin America class with Dr. Burke: A Beauty that Hurts: Life and Death in Guatemala by George Lovell. During class, Dr. Burke asked, "Why is this book called A Beauty that Hurts?" I think the answer applies here to Peru as well...

Like Guatemala, the country is filled with a natural beauty. Just around the city of Huaraz, the Cordillera Blanca mountain range parallels the majesty and grace of the renowned Swiss Alps. Aside from the snowy white mountain tops, the area is laden with serene lakes and exceptional lagoons, like the Querococha Lagoon I visited today. Standing in the middle of a field, staring out into the picturesque landscape, I couldn't believe that amongst such beauty, there exists so much suffering and pain.

As crippled women and hungry children pass me in the streets, I can see it in their expression: sadness, pain, defeat. This is a city where the rich live in luxurious houses enshrouded by pine trees and the poor live in adobe houses with corrugated tin roofs secured with old tires and rocks and generally have no access to electricity and running water. Between these two extremes lies a miniscule population of middle class. Seeds of Hope works with the majority, also known as the poor.

When I think of the "poor" in the United States, they are the ones with minimum, or less than minimum wage pay. They are the ones who need food stamps to feed their families. They are the ones who can only afford second hand items from places like the Salvation Army. However, this poor would be considered rich compared to what the families of Seeds of Hope face. I visited two homes the other day with Gladis, our part-time social worker and I simply don't understand how people are surviving under such conditions. How can the rest of society simply turn a blind eye toward all this poverty?!

The second house we visited was located under a bridge. I know for a fact that on a daily basis tons of Peruvians pass over this bridge and none ever stop to do something about the poor family living below. Four children and one mother live in this one room adobe house--one room to eat, to sleep, to wash, to do everything. What about the father you ask? He left the family for another woman, for another family. He left. HE LEFT! How can a father simply leave four children to nothing, to hunger? The mother can only wash clothes for a living, making 3 soles a day. That equates to a little over 1 US dollar. Yes, that's about 1 US dollar for a family of 5 people!! To give you an idea, 3 soles is how much two bottles of drinking water costs. On top of that, there is a 1 meter tall wall along the bank of the water and now the government wants to increase the height. If they go through with this plan, the adobe house will be completely destroyed. Then where will the family live? (Well, the government surely doesn’t care!)

It is absolutely outrageous and despicable how little people can care!! Maybe I’ve simply lived in my own world, but I really expected more from humanity. No child should be brought up under these conditions, absolutely none! It’s reassuring to know that there are some people, like the staff of Seeds of Hope, that aim to do whatever they can, but with limited funds, you can only go so far. Why? Why isn’t the government helping its people? Why? Why aren’t the rich donating an unnoticeable part of their wealth to create a noticeable difference in some else's life? WHY?!

Posted at at 11:43 PM on Friday, May 16, 2008 by Posted by Anonymous | 0 comments   | Filed under:

My baggage is lost. I think it´s fate.

After the long haul from Phoenix to Los Angeles to Panama City, I finally made it to Lima. Everything was going smoothly--check-ins, transfers, flights--but when I reached the baggage claim at Aeropuerto Internacional Jorge Chávez my luck turned around. Karma right? It can´t always be smooth sailing.

I waited one hour for the conveyor belt to go around and around, carrying an eclectic blend of bags, backpacks, luggage, and boxes. Among that mix, my Maiden Voyage was nowhere to be found. Yes, it´s lost somewhere. (Luckily, I always carry a set of clothes in my carry-on.) I even made sure before and after my Phoenix to LA flight to ask if my baggage would make it to Lima, "Of course!" they said. Moral of the story: never trust airlines--they lie. Alright alright, maybe that´s not the moral. New moral: if you are changing airline carriers, don´t have them transfer your baggage for you, do it yourself.

While I was standing in line to check-in at Copa Airlines for my departure from LA, the young man in front of me told me his baggage fell out of the car trunk while going over a speedbump and he was not aware at the time. He´s going to Colombia for over a month. During his previous international flight the airline companies lost his baggage in transit. I think meeting him was a sign. Or maybe, it was simply a reminder that worse things can happen. My bag is at an airport somewhere hopefully making it´s way onto an airplane headed for Lima, but his remains in the middle of some street.

By now, I´ve made it to Huaraz from Lima on an overnight bus. It´s ridiculously breathtaking here.

Huaraz is in the highlands, completely surrounded by mountains:
This is the view in front of the house the volunteers stay at while working with Seeds of Hope (www.peruseeds.org):

Yep, there´s a lovely garden in the foreground.
And here is the house:

Ah, home sweet home for the next two weeks.

Posted at at 8:39 AM on Wednesday, May 14, 2008 by Posted by Anonymous | 1 comments   | Filed under: